that time you realize

man, i kind of just don't dig my face. i shaved myself clean and, after a moment of novelty, i just thought that i am not into looking at myself this way. other people have faces and they look fine. i used to walk around this way most of my first 34 years. now i think my mouth is too small and my eyebrows just alone hanging out on my forehead. maybe it's my need for symmetry. my sideburns are less fashion and more based on the notion that if my hair goes down in the back then maybe it should have a similar look on the other side of my ears. whatever the reason, one day later i am not clean shaven. i am in day 2 of growing back my beard.